Monday, August 31, 2009

UP 2 VENGEANCE

本来的计划是到KL的POPULAR BOOK FEST的,今天是最后一天,不过因为太懒惰加上我也很累了不想跑来跑去,所以取消。

我决定去QUEENSBAY看《UP》,加上有人强力推荐,不看不行。本来是一个人的,后来KK传信息给我,蛮惊讶我问他要不要跟我一起去。

《UP》真的很好看!!!而且很感动,对我来说啦~第一次看动画看到酱,=.=
太paise的事就不要在这里写出来了,虽然人少少。

午餐在Manhanttan Fish Market解决,因为我说没吃过XD。还不错啦,也许是因为我太饱了,我吃不完。

还不想回,所以我们又去看第二部电影,《复仇》,浪费钱的戏,没有内容的,整部戏我就知道射来射去,然后大家最后都死。因为海报上的字句所以被吸引,看来以后不能太相信感觉。

“没有了记忆,仇恨还在吗?”

The original plan was going to KL as today is the last day of POPULAR BOOK FEST. However due to laziness and I am so tired, so the trip ends up cancel.XD

I decided to go to QUEENSBAY for movie-“UP”, it is highly recommended by someone also,
UP IS A MUST WATCH MOVIE. At first I planned to go alone, but before I go, I received a sms from KK, so I asked him wants to join me or not.

I have to agree that UP is a very nice movie, and very touching too, for me la. What happened during the whole movie, I shall not write it out at here, although not much readers, I will still feel embarrass.

Had our lunch at MFM because I said I never try it before. It was not bad la but for me it was so big portion. May be I was too full, that’s why I can’t finish.

Don’t want to go back so early, so we watched another movie-VENGEANCE, it means revenge.

It was not nice!!! Wasted my money for watching a no content movie, the whole storyline is so sweat. All died in the end. I thought it should be nice because I was attracted by the line on its poster, looks like my intuition can’t be trusted.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

LLDS==>L.E.A.D


This is my first english post...hahaha...I hope it will not be the last.
I went to this LLDS held by AIESEC USM at Bayu Emas, Batu Feringghi(again~refer this)last weekends.

We departed from USM on Friday and came back on Sunday.

DAY 1:

We arrived at about 7pm and after we had our dinner, as usual, it was ice breaking time. Each group had to think and present their own family tree, group name, and roll call.
Some group names were funny, like LOVE means "losing our virginity effectively" XD. Our group name was INCESTss, it was not what you are thinking. It means "Intelligence,Noisy,Curious,Excited,Serious,Talented,SYOK SENDIRI". But it was kinda paise when doing our roll call =.='''
And each group was given an egg to take care of, but one group broke it on the spot so they get punished. XD
After a game and some square dances, we went to bed.

That’s all for the first day.

DAY 2:

Woke up at 7am=.= No time to have my breakfast because the bathrooms were occupied. I wonder how come guys took longer time to shower than girls. May be I should blame myself for not waking up earlier (my alarm was set at 630am XD).

It was a tough day with a lot of simulation sessions and education.

During education session, we were guide by our own department's VP. Before my VP started, she asked us to pair up and each pair got a condom from her. What we did with it? XD She asked us to think of a creative way to use it besides the original one. My partner actually came out with this idea that we use it as a pacifier. I was like har?! Are you serious??? How can you putting it into a baby's mouth? =.= But since she was insist, then I got nothing to say lo. After the first group presentation, then only we know we need to demonstrate. I asked her, are you going to put it into your mouth? So we came out with another idea which was mine. Something like protecting your keyboard from being dirtied by your fingers la, imagine yourself. Our group surprisingly got the most creative idea; I think may be because the others were like as a glove or hair rubber band, those were common. And guess what our prize was? Yup it was a condom again and a lubricant. Anyone needs it? hahaha...I can give it to you if you wan. XD It was the first time I see the real condom and I feel quite GELI when I touched it. I never knew it can be expanded to so big and it can actually cover the whole palm=.=

After all those boring sessions (lol..), we were gathered to do some sharing. So I got "betrayed" by my own manager, he raised up my hand. Luckily I no need to go in front. I just shared what I learned and it was good that I was not shaking. Haha…

Learned the steps of a few square dances, I was so KAKU=.=

I love a session called X-Y something, forgot its name already. It was something like a guessing game. We were divided into 4 groups and each group came out with a decision of choosing X or Y. Different combination of all will either makes us gain or lose points. We were given three bonus rounds and we can send one representative for discussion. In the end, after 10 rounds, our results were actually bad. It was not what I expected. I was hoping for a win-win situation, but one group was actually breaking our promise during the last round. At first, our group was cheating the others because one of us actually wanted to win. For me, It was just a game, so what if we got the least points and get punished? But human is greedy by nature, what to do?
After all, it was a game that teaches us about co-operation and commitment.

At night, we went to workshops. There were 6 workshops including "presentation skills”, “creative thinking", "time management", "rebranding", "critical thinking”, and I can’t remember the rest. We needed to sign up for three and I chose “presentation skills”, “rebranding” and “time management”.

Out of three workshops, I like “rebranding” the most. It was basically about self-confidence. Without self-confidence, we can’t take the first step.
That’s what I need now. I am still training myself and I feel I got some improvement. XD

Night stalk:
The faci created a scene: someone is killed and we needed to go around collecting clues for solution. I like this session also. It was funny and fun. Those faci were really good in acting.

On the same day, our egg got stolen. =( So we got punishment from the faci.

It was about 2am when we got back to our apartment. I was so energetic so I follow them for yam cha session, lol…until 4am only I went to sleep.

p/s: our group were asked to change our group name as the original one was not that nice to hear, so we got our new name as "faster la~" XD

DAY 3:

Last day!!!

I LOVE the culture simulation, hee…from this I got a new name called WIKI, and was changed by someone become wiki pedia now.

During sharing part, I was once again “betrayed” by my manager XD. This time was actually encouraged by him and another senior, so I volunteered myself to go in front and share. However, I am still the lack confidence me so I was actually shaking out there, and I was too nervous that I went blank. I think my face must be blushing that time. =.=
It was a good step for me, I hope next time I will stay longer.

World café session
It was like a group discussion based on a topic given.
We needed to register for two topics. So I chose abortion and English in science and mathematics.
Now it was not a difficult task for me to voice out my opinions, so it was fun during this session.
However, during the second topic discussion, I was so weak there. I wanted to speak but I was not given a chance to do so. The people were so good in arguing and they don’t even stop. So I ended up being so quiet there.

Next, was my favourite session!!!
GUARDIAN ANGEL reveal!
It was time for us to know who our guardian angel is. It was surprising and I got sweets from my angel last night.
Some guardian angels were really good and caring.

Giving award time!!!
Our group got the best group~yeah! It was kinda surprise.

O ya, our egg got stolen again on this day. It was so easy to steal our egg. ><
And finally~ it was the end of L.E.A.D for 2009. I do enjoy it and I really learned something. Hee…got some “sugar” from new friends and I am happy. *sweet*

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

白雪公主


妈妈说太红的苹果不能吃

为什么?

因为吃了会死掉

哦~你又没有死

对hor~有王子来救我

我们吃可能就会死啦~

为什么?

因为

没有王子来救我们

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

轮到我

很好,谜底解开,杀手不是我,因为,就在昨晚,我也被人杀了。

好恐怖!还好没有很真实,至少我吓醒那一刻没有满身大汗,也许和我不需要逃跑有关吧?

那情景是在一辆巴士上,然后大家很愉快的在聊天,就在司机停下的那一瞬间,突然一班人就冲上来,然后个个都是拿着刀,接着就是血溅四方了,真的不想说他们到底割哪里。+.+

最近我压力很大咩?明明就休息得很爽很足够,还是因为我一直想着presentation的事,还有OR,还有PROB。

Monday, August 24, 2009

太多药

今天又去看医生,目的只有一个:拿病假单。

以为会很快,因为号码还蛮接近的,结果我竟然等了一个小时,总共六位医生,都不知道为什么我的特别慢,别人看了两三个,她才叮一次。

去到的时候有点吓到,因为病房外的字,让我感觉我自己真的是很严重的病人。而且我终于明白为什么需要那么长的时间了,因为她在里面处理一些公事,唉~
我常说的,如果真的很严重,去到这里的诊所,肯定更惨。

这次看了拿更多药回来,总共五种,我一边听一边想,我会不会用药过量啊?

终于有肚子饿的感觉了,前两天靠着面包过活,除了在星期六吃了一餐比较正常的晚餐。很开心PUASA开始了,代表BAKTI会有很多东西吃,很多糖水喝。

我又瘦了,不管怎么呼气,肚子还是不会上来。

p/s:有点后悔只要了一天的病假,应该连明天一起拿。

Saturday, August 22, 2009

你不是我

不要自以为是很了解我的痛苦
每个人都有不同的宣泄方式和承受能力
你能的不代表我也能
我不会用我的标准去衡量你
所以也请你不要否定我
因为
你不是我
所以你不会懂

MNESTAT的云顶之游

去年四月,同样的云顶之游,人数也差不多,我没POST上来,想不到为什么,也许那时觉得没什么好写的,就是旅行而已。

还记得,在去之前,我差点就为了酒店的事和某人吵起来,现在想一想,幸好没有,不然就太浪费力气了。

今年八月,一样,是云顶。

这是我的第三次,不一样的第三次。

出席者:兔子,兔子婆婆,淑芬,KK,KC,WR,我。

也许没有很疯狂,可是欢笑声不断。
我还蛮喜欢的。
玩海盗船是我唯一有FEEL的。
看来其他我都免疫了,下次可以尝试SPACE SHOT了。
最遗憾的就是怎样都坐不到旋转木马。
第一次看4D motion,看到我眼泪直流。
第一次玩CORKSCREW坐第二排,下来没有感觉。
第一次玩碰碰车,好好笑。
第一次玩ARCHERY,手好酸,一直抖。

p/s:一定要记录这个,不然以后我会忘记:兔子半夜看到有人站在镜子前挂毛巾,哈哈…

Friday, August 21, 2009

影子

太阳落下月亮升起
不想看见你的背影,我想让你记住我转身的然后,剩下的是什么?
是月光照出我的影子

还有

一地的眼泪
和打包带走的回忆

早上,飞机场,我和你,从此就隔着天空的距离

太阳升起那一刻
地上出现了两个影子
曾经属于我的回忆
现在只是漆黑一片

Monday, August 17, 2009

红色
令人想到愤怒、热情
可是我想到的却是
用着红色的你

Friday, August 14, 2009

不喜欢这种莫名的感觉
想要摆脱
就越套得牢牢的

其实
只要心向着风
就能感受到那天空的呢喃
在告诉我说
要学着海阔天空的蓝

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

REDBOX AGAIN


很久没累到那么开心了。

唱到很畅快
跳到很尽兴
笑到很开心
玩到很疯颠
还有免费的两小时
声音真的是小孩子=.=
还有自制铃声
还有不能曝光的videos(谁敢放上来!)
脚软啊回到房,可能“跑”太多。(有人说是fall in love了,=.=)

很好,要开始受苦了,ASSIGNMENT还没完成,哈哈…加油!要靠自己,虽然自己的未必能用,像285我就开始担心了,下一次要COPY一点了,因为今天交给LEC时她的表情令我开始不放心。

p/s:today someone just make a deal with me, why am I writing in English? Haha…so that someone won’t forget about it, as a reminder for myself too.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

沉重

像石头一样
一直压着
无法移开
我无能为力
所以想找个依靠
不会逃开
不会取笑
仔细聆听

那么找到了吗?

我想是找到了

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

我的心UNLOCK


最近看ANIME看多了,爱上《守护甜心》。今天在QSBAY的CERAMIC HOUSE,本来只是买钥匙圈,结果让我看到上面两个磁铁。
其实对那粒蛋比较有兴趣,哈哈…
两个都是我DIY上色的哦!虽然不是很好看,可是觉得很满足。
就这样在那里消耗了一小时。

〖解开心锁,让别人住进来〗

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

CASOR

010809-020809

Apartment Stay,每一年让STAT和OR(OPERATIONAL RESEARCH)所有seniors和juniors做交流的一个活动。

去年我缺席,今年我说一定要参加。

出发当天,很混乱,我不知道我到底是跟谁的车,而且好笑的是去RST坐的是JC的车,去BF时坐的是贻晶的车。

同车的有名盛、香润、秀凌。

我们腿上都被两大箱的饭盒压着


天不作美,从早上一直下,抵达时更是倾盆大雨,本来的计划是在海边的,最后变成在泳池边,虽然后来还是下着毛毛雨。

游戏时间很搞笑,也一直被罚。
在泳池边,当然免不了会被推下水,我很自动的,哈哈…没有啦~我不想被人推,还是自己下水比较好,不过还是被人用整桶水淋了下来。圣儿比较好笑,她上来一次就被推下一次。

晚上节目有点闷,玩了些小游戏,有两个wen qing在,让游戏变得有趣些。

两个志豪两个雯卿


请了super super seniors来为我们讲解,他们真的是SUPER SENIORS了,有些已经毕业将近六年了,来的有老师,有statistician-uncle KIM(很幽默的人)也是CASOR的创办人,也有master student。他们以自己的经验,为我们讲解到底什么是STAT(OR就比较少了,因为来的都是STAT出身的)。

以后,我会不会也去当老师?

UNCLE KIM,像不像钟进贺?


夜宵时间!!!

和圣儿、JH、AH KAM还有WILSON,去附近的MAMAK。全部以广东话聊天,听到我有点乱,虽然会听,可是太快的还是有些抓不到。

回到apartment,发生了一些事情,是小事啦,房间分配的问题,我是无所谓。

几个女生玩扑克牌,然后另一班就在玩真心话大冒险,他们的大冒险都很无聊,没什么看头,其中一个还是跑来我耳边跟我说我喜欢你,我只有三条线出来。

早上四点多才睡,七点其实是要起来准备早餐的,不过我睡到七点半左右才起来,哈哈…很好睡嘛~
吃了早餐,juniors说想去海边走。
反正也没事情做,所以大家都一起去了。
十一点左右,出发回USM。

p/s:经过这次的相处,原来不同世界的人怎样都还是不同世界。

游子吟

最近很忙,其实也没有很忙,可是每次一回到房间已经是晚上,然后很累很想睡了,如果在这种状况下写的话,我肯定敷衍,所以就一拖再拖,有好多想记录的事。

先从游子吟开始吧。

日期:310709
地点:槟州大会堂(对吗?)
时间:晚上七点半
出席者:兔子,兔子婆婆,KK,Danish,我

游子吟:至今是第十八届(哇!就是我们三岁时它就已经成立了)
一个游子们发挥创作能力以及发掘其他潜能的地方。
演绎会所有台前幕后工作都由他们一手包办,当然包括词曲创作。
不少歌手的歌曲,都来自他们,有台湾歌手,也有本地歌手。

进场前,得到口罩两个。
开始时,司仪呼吁大家把口罩戴上,因为最近H1N1很严重。
进行中,第一首歌,是大合唱。
我觉得他们比我们更需要口罩,不是H1N1的问题,而是干冰的问题,他们的干冰不用钱的,一喷就把整个台上的人都盖掉了,哈哈…

歌都很不错,有几首蛮好听的,如果你问我那几首,我不知道,因为我听完就忘。

才知道原来以前的一个同学会唱歌,后来和班长聊到,他说你不知道咩?嗯…原来我还是很慢。